< a_ghost Lyrics

You know, I don't even think you'd like this fucking song

Yeah

I got the light from the stars but I'm looking at your halo

Rolling out of bed where did the day go

Never wanna say how much I miss you

Cause there's just no way you could miss me too

Hard enough when I feel exhausted

And when all my friends think I've lost it

The panic's back, a heart attack would be a big improvement

Cause I can't relax

Now I'm less than a ghost

But what kills me the most

Is that I'll never haunt you, baby

You drive me crazy

Now you're having a smoke

And I feel like a joke

Cause our memories haunt me lately

I think I may be unwell

I know you would be here

If you could be

And I can't say that I'm sorry for not being there but

Now I'm stuck all alone trying hard to work on my mental health

And I wish I was someone else

Trying hard not to hate myself

I'd do so much for just one touch

Just off myself, but that's my crutch

Cause I don't think you want me to be where you are now

I'll wait for the day we can work it out

Now I'm less than a ghost

But what kills me the most

Is that I'll never haunt you, baby

You drive me crazy

Now you're having a smoke

And I feel like a joke

Cause our memories haunt me lately

I think I may be unwell

I'll just say

If you really wanna pay me back

You know I'd never ask you that

So can you just hold my hand

Or am I delusional just like you said