Wait Lyrics

I cant

Make a change for myself hating myself breaking myself not embracing my health I carry a lot of

On top of my shoulders feeling like boulders pain in my nose I was on cola buying a lot of

But now that is over now I am sober now I am older no luck f a 4 leaf clover had to

For my body to heal now these artists Im on they heels amazing if you ask how do I feel

Happiness isnt a feeling its a state of a being that we all strive for

Happiness is really giving thats why we are alive for

A women gives her womb, a man gives his sperm

You have to learn to live, before you live and learn

The old me is dead I dont have to

For me to get a urn, might not get a second turn

Im on the recovering road Im driving with extra engines

You dont wait till your old to become a scientist why am I experimenting

My mom would be so ashamed of me,p lease dont have her listen

Im getting clean, as we speak, Im doing the dishes

Im hanging out my dirty laundry because I had washed it

I have a bone to pick with the skeletons in my closet

Im putting this on wax so you know for sure Im not lying

Put me in a basket for all the times I balled up crying

But now Im in a better space and now my head is great

Im getting in better shape, everyday Im lifting heavier

Make a change for myself hating myself breaking myself not embracing my health I carry a lot of

On top of my shoulders feeling like boulders pain in my nose I was on cola buying a lot of

Wait, hold up, Ima cut chorus right there

So many times I woke up in cold sweat from nightmares

I retract than relapse retract than relapse again

I cant explain Im not addicted I just picked up the habit when

It started to be around me, I was floating then it drowned me

Having white quicker picker uppers, and they are not bounties

Looking at my bank amount, it is not at a safe amount

If keep taking all these pills, one day they gonna take me out

Im not happy about this, I stay low key about this

Its not easy to out this, coke streaks on my outfit

Mushrooms, molly, tusi, adderall

Exatsy, acid all the drugs Ive done cant add them all

Yea I can hear u saying its better for me to stick with the alcohol

But I been abusing that too when I dont drink I think I have withdrawals

I had it all Ive had it yall I had to fall to get back up

And now that this tracks up make sure that I dont act up

Withdrawals for days like didnt know it was going to be this tough to quit

Partying late night leaving with girls I wouldnt be seen in public with

Looking at texts I dont remember sending

The whole night Im forgetting Im sweating depression

But now I learn my lesson, this habit has ended

Sometimes you have to go through hell, just to get to

Heaven

Get it because the songs called wait and I made you wait

Whatever

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