Spiritual Lyrics

Cause, yeah, she told me she loves me like whatever that means

I remember her friends were laughing at me Now I'm sitting back saying stupid me

Gotta strategize like Monopoly, what is happening with me

I loved it all, got me on a full court Sometimes I help people, I guess I'm important

I'll break the chains and the walls till I hear God's roar

But let me tell you what I had in store

Cause back then I ain't gonna sit back Ima never try that hard again

And back then you told me that you're sorry Crying, lying to my face, saying that there's no me

Honestly, I feel it, I miss the old me It ain't really about what you told me

Cause it's mental and physical The pain I turned it into something lyrical

It's way deeper than that cause it hurt me spiritual

I'm not gonna sit there act like I'm angry Cause this stuff was many years ago

Many years ago

Now I'm chasing after memories like I have a ghost

Speaking of them, yeah, sometimes they do the most

I'm being tested over and over I feel like I'm Job

And they hate on me but it don't matter I pray with my eyes closed

They tell me wait till later But I see the fruits of all my labor

I don't have to waver I know God ends it all in my favor

Success is my favorite flavor But she's too far gone I cannot save her

And the ideal success for me I don't know but I'm going against the waves of all of the sea

Cause back then I ain't gonna sit back I would never try that hard again

And back then you told me that you're sorry Crying, lying to my face, saying that there's no me

Honestly, I feel it, I miss the old me It ain't really about what you told me

Cause it's mental and physical The pain I turned it into something lyrical

It's way deeper than that cause it hurt me spiritual

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