The Jester (Confidently Doubtful) Lyrics

I'm right back in the car and on the road again

Covered in these feelings I been holding

God I need a sign if I'm supposed to win

Cuz right now the doubt in me is closing in

And I don't wanna say it out loud

But fuck it here it goes again

I'm really starting to feel like I might

Not be one of the chosen men

I'm right back in the car and on the road again

Covered in these feelings I been holding

God I need a sign if I'm supposed to win

Cuz right now the doubt in me is closing in

And I don't wanna say it out loud

But fuck it here it goes again

I'm really starting to feel like I might

Not be one of the chosen men

Man tonight I got high as the heavens

Took a break from chasing the dream

And reflect on my comings

And the shortest ones I done seen

In the pit of my stomach all the pride swallowed lingers

It's pointing me in the direction or it's pointing fingers

Whatever I feel it

It's heavy on me

Disregard my current disposition

I'm ready homie

Even though the doubt may seem to beat me

Niggas can't delete me

They may talk about me like a dog

But watch the way the way they treat me

It's different

I'm different too yeah I know I am

All these years of putting in work with ain't nothing to show I am

That's my ego talking cuz the truth of the matter

Is I'm 2 millions streams up and I can show you the data

They say you 8 albums in now and call me the goat

But how am I 8 albums later and still looking for hope

Either I'm the bully who got old and still looking for smoke

And I'm really just a joke

I'm right back in the car and on the road again

Covered in these feelings I been holding

God I need a sign if I'm supposed to win

Cuz right now the doubt in me is closing in

And I don't wanna say it out loud

But fuck it here it goes again

I'm really starting to feel like I might

Not be one of the chosen men

I'm right back in the car and on the road again

Covered in these feelings I been holding

God I need a sign if I'm supposed to win

Cuz right now the doubt in me is closing in

And I don't wanna say it out loud

But fuck it here it goes again

I'm really starting to feel like I might

Not be one of the chosen men