Ugly Lyrics

You wish I was dead, you told me

You can't legitimately hurt me

So many people think they know me, but really they don't know

I can't understand your motive

Hurting me has never been your focus

That's why I feel a little but broken, but you already know

I'm up on the church stairs crying

Begging for a bit of understanding

Anything to make me not feel so alone

But fuck it, I feel like I'm dying

My body and mind aren't complying

I don't wanna be here, don't wanna be home

I always find myself

Fucked up in the backseat

With my head out the window

I promised not to take you with me

If I'm going down, then you go

Fucked up in the backseat

With my head out the window

I promised not to take you with me

If I'm going down, you know how it goes

Shoulda learned to love my life

Wanna love my life, I wanna love my life

I wanna love my life, wanna love my life, wanna love my life

Feels like I've barely gotten older, cause we stay the same

Don't think you wanted me over, but you say all those things

Like "I wanted you dead, and you were the worst

You ended our friendship"

It hurts

I'm something you regret and

You said it and meant it

And I flash forward to 33

Still the same height, still my permanent teeth

And cavities that have gone vacant, and all the filled in spaces

Still follow me while I'm

Fucked up in the backseat

With my head out the window

I promised not to take you with me

If I'm going down, then you go

Fucked up in the backseat

With my head out the window

I promised not to take you with me

If I'm going down, you know how it goes

Shoulda learned to love my life

Wanna love my life, I wanna love my life

I just wanna love my life, wanna love my life, wanna love my life

Shoulda learned to love my life

Wanna love my life, I wanna love my life

I just wanna love my life, wanna love my life, wanna love my life