Going Insane Lyrics

Rest In Peace Butterfly

Checked my pride back in 95

Saw my momma crying

Stressing on how to feed the guys

I was a little child running wild

Smoking black and milds

Snatching chains taking them things that wasn't ours.

High stakes

Ducking jakes

Or you finished

I had a chrome .22 in high school

I was wit it

All I knew was catching fades razor blades

we graduated to gauges

And nothing was the same bitch

The d's come the burners go in the bushes

And nobody said a word if them boys happen to book us.

They used them cop tactics and tricks to try shook us

A nigga be ready for bail just as soon as they took us

We was small time at the time not major pushers

But we had a whole three block radius all hooked up

If you wasn't from Wales street just as soon as you looked up

Black hoodies black tims have yo ass juxxed up

A nigga been cool, calm and collected

Steady being disrespected

And not adressin'

But I've been the target of malice

Labeled a carpetbagger

Like my life ain't been thrown

Completely out of balance

I lost a Butterfly I tried to keep in an earthly cocoon

And I hope to see your star when I look at the Moon

But now I'm bout to do what I should have been doing

Now, bring the elephant into the room

Fightings

Stabbings

Shooting

Looting

No schooling

How you expect us to follow the rules with no rulers

How you give us the guns and wonder why we shooters?

How the fuck we gon be the greatest with no erasers

So we got faded to numb that pain and yeah

You can't describe your life without embellishing

But it's my presence peasant you should be cherishing

Cane slew Abel out of jealousy.

My presence is a gift so nigga, don't you jealous me

You been a bum ya whole life is what u telling me

You come up on….A Bag….now you the better me?

I should have you bound and gagged for heresy

The fact that we share blood embarrass me

I say this with all sincerity nigga

And ima let the world know for clarity

You're life compared to mine is like a parody

The fact you draw breath is like a charity

I can't count how many times I had to carry you

You can't name a fucking time you had to carry me

If you tell your truth you won't be sparing me

Imagine how it would feel to finally be free

That closet can't be comfortable with all your secrets in it

And them skeletons too you got them sleeping in it.

I'm sick of trying to be nice

I'm off my medication

I pledge with all of my life

And all my dedication

I will catch you on sight

Without notification

Bruises and contusions

With no hesitation

This is a warning

To the niggas that think that

Melly playing

Go cool (Goku) yourself before

Nigga become a super saiyan

And I'm just sayin...