up for debate Lyrics

Smoked at your parent's place because I thought you'd think I was cool

Started lying to everyone just to justify being with you

Four months pass, I cut all my hair off

Two weeks after that, I crash my car

And it isn't your fault but at the same time isn't it coincidental

Passenger princess and the worst mistake I ever made

Thought if I gave it all, you somehow wouldn't give it away

Five months pass, I can't take it

Two weeks after that, I say I needed a break

And I told you that it wasn't your fault, but I lied right to your face

I knew it wasn't right

And I knew it was a mistake

And I was spending all of this time

Fixing a heart that was meant to break

And you never saw through the lines

After I told you I needed space

Gave up too much, it really was a crime

But who's at fault is up for debate

First time I met your mom, she told me how nice I was

Bet she doesn't think that now that I left her dear old son

Three months in, you said you loved me

Two weeks after that, I caught you with her

You know, commitment is a funny thing, it needs both people in it to work

And I knew it wasn't right

And I knew it was a mistake

And I was spending all of this time

Fixing a heart that was meant to break

And you never saw through the lines

After I told you I needed space

Gave up too much, it really was a crime

But who's at fault is up for debate

I hope you look back in a few years

And realize the mess that you left

And if it just so happens that you're still with

The girl you wanted but didn't leave me for

I hope you thank me for leaving you first

Isn't that what you wanted

(isn't that what you wanted)

Thought it was me that you wanted

(thought it was me that you wanted)

But I wasn't

Thought I could convince myself that we were fine when I knew we were not

Told myself that fighting was natural and dealt with it for six whole months

Called myself insane and dramatic

Pushed everyone away, and you just let it all happen

I knew you weren't right

And I knew you were a mistake

And I was spending all of this time

Fixing a heart that wasn't mine to break

And you even gave me that line

"She's just a friend, don't worry, babe"

Gave you too much, and you didn't mind

You didn't mind