Ventilation Lyrics

Listen up

My mental is toxic I need a hug

THC no longer make me numb

Try meditation but I'm always thinking of something

And I'm thinking bout calling it quits

Keep setting goals I continue to miss

Credit my lows to the lack of my friends

Lack of my faith

Had enough

Stay in your lane when you speeding up

Watch for that ego goin to eat you up

Will be a shame when they call your bluff

What is love

Not really sure but I know what it's not

Made up excuses created on spot

Not being there when you're all that they got

Rubbin your shit in the heart on their sleeve

Boil their blood over a thousand degrees

Parade 'em around make sure they all see

Make sure they all know he's fuckin with me

Leeching 'em behind the scenes succubus looking to feed

Everything's not what it seems

Think that they love you they plotting their scheme

Feelin like Capital Steez

World's out to get me for words that I speak

See how they spread their disease

Milking your conscious they bleed into dreams

We just chattel who love what they eat

I often wonder if I died long time ago

Or I'm trapped inside a coma body in the hospital

Here I'm forced to relive scenes that point to the culpable

Individuals come and go some are friends and most are foes

Most of my time I'm alone

Gives me a chance to unload

Light up my blunt off the stove

Don't try to contact my phone

Feel it most deep in my bones

Betrayal cuts through you real slow

Funny the people who's close are usually the ones who abandon their post

Done with this hand so I fold

A gambling man I suppose

All in my people I chose

Now I have nothing to show

Red dot appear on my clothes

Whenever I'm leavin my home

Though I can't see 'em I know

People are watching me close through a scope

Seeking for total control

I'll die on my feet before knees hit floor

They are sick in the mind and the soul

Wish I could assume the Punisher role

And I'm still learning how to let go

Easy to say but it ain't that simple

Time can heal anything so I am told

So I sit back and hope for the most

Sit back and hope for the most this how it goes

When you have nowhere to go

Weather starting to get cold

So you wish upon a star that a change is drawing close

But there is no way to know

Slowly losing sight of goal

Fought the tide and almost died so decide that I will float

This my message to the world

Hope it finds someone on coast

This is why

I often wonder if I died long time ago

Or I'm trapped inside a coma body in the hospital

Here I'm forced to relive scenes that point to the culpable

Individuals come and go some are friends and most are foes

I often wonder if I died long time ago

Or I'm trapped inside a coma body in the hospital

Here I'm forced to relive scenes that point to the culpable

Individuals come and go some are friends and most are foes