Wondering Lyrics

Baby why the hell am I such a fucking mess

Is it because of the fact that I lost all my friends?

Or is it due to higher than above me stress

Whatever it is I just want no more, gimme less

Hit the fuckin bong, it's my only coping mechanism

Can't interact if there's conflict, think I'm a pussy, that's pessimism

If this how its gonna be I don't wanna do this shit anymore

I got into music cause it helped, now it hurts some more

Wondering, Wondering what the fuck happened to me

Is it cause I care too much and for others I will bleed?

But when I'm in the middle I can't make no decisions

Why we feel like this when the rest of our lives is just beginning?

We just some kids, even those of us that are older

We never fix the problem, then we'll never learn to turn a shoulder

Sometimes things ain't worth the stress, that's why I ain't air nothin out

I'm respected, I'm loved, so why the fuck do I just sit here and pout?

Momma taught me lots of things

Socializing wasn't one of em

That's why I went to school

And now I got problems

I got wrapped up in things I'll never understand

Treating me like a child who needs to hold a hand

Though I'm older, seems I'm just a boy, not yet a man

I wanted to change the world, but I ain't no Rocketman

Wondering, Wondering what the fuck happened to me

Is it cause I care too much and for others I will bleed?

But when I'm in the middle I can't make no decisions

Why we feel like this when the rest of our lives is just beginning?

We just some kids, even those of us that are older

We never fix the problem, then we'll never learn to turn a shoulder

Sometimes things ain't worth the stress, that's why I aint air nothin out

I'm respected, I'm loved, so why the fuck do i just sit here and pout?