Once I feel anything Lyrics

I tend to panic

Don't know why I feel

Everything real is made up

And my life just builds up

And it starts to get real

I'll be ecstatic

Feels like a dream

My content is made up

And my sad not enough

I don't know how to heal

Slipped up: I told these people

I was fortunate

But once I fall in love

It's like I'm losing all my confidence

It goes like stairs, but they get shorter

Every time it's harder

Since every time I talk

I feel like slipping out my consciousness

I can't take it back

I wish that I could

I wish my head wasn't feeling this shit about you

But I knew that it would

I wish my heart wouldn't feel the same shit

Every time that I let someone through

But I'm learning by you

Now you'll be learning it too

I fucked up, by telling these people bout me

Let them know I'm a thread

Tell them my head is a mess

Don't let them liking me back

I'm either cruel or obsessed

Making me think I'm possessed

I don't lead in this game

But I lose and I win without making the bets

Once I feel anything

I feel everything

Put my heart on DnD

Don't call, I let it ring

Once I feel anything

I feel everything

Pour your heart out on my soul but

I don't feel a thing

Once I feel anything

I feel everything

Put my heart on DnD

Don't call, I let it ring

Once I feel anything

I feel everything

Pour your heart out on my soul but

I don't feel a thing

Why do people hate me

Why am I so fucking likable

Why could I correct my head before

But never after though

Why, God, can I mask an illness

That is indescribable

But once I let them in

It's like I am not recognizable

Please like me, please don't fight

Please be fire to my light

Actually forget that I'm not ready for a single try

Please I should stay single, right

Please I think I know I might

Leave after a single sign

But I think you know I'm fine

I'll spare you the torture I

know I'm not content

I think you think you know the story got no happy end

Once I feel anything

I feel everything

Put my heart on DnD

Don't call, I let it ring

Once I feel anything

I feel everything

Pour your heart out on my soul but

I don't feel a thing