Save Me, Pt. 1 Lyrics

Dear Lord, please hear my prayers

I've been speaking to you for the last 20 years

I'm reaching out. I'm wanting you to give me a guidance

I'm in love with a handful of you

If someone wanna notice me, what should I do

I'm damaged for sure

You ever love something so much you let your soul go

Smoking weed to ease the pain, a pain I never show

I sit alone, contemplating death, I swear my vibe low

Don't wanna ride out with niggas, I'm moving solo

Done lost myself in the music, where did the Darell go

A5 gon' sell it, so I thought about it, Lord knows

Been rapping since I was 12 years old

Niggas not even my friends no more, cause I won't record them for free

But when it comes to me, ain't about to hand me a beat

She my studio doll, like you gon' treat your little treat

A is 200 for that pack, 80 a hour, you wanna rap

Let me come down, let's be honest

They ain't believe in me

Claiming you my brother, but we barely see or speak

Talking to my mother like this pain is killing me

I just wanna die, hope I don't wake up from my sleep

Talking to my kids, I know they mama made them hate me

I haven't been the greatest lately

I need to spend more time for my babies

I'm acting just like my dad, man, that's crazy

I'm lost and confused, ain't got too much to lose

Take a walk in my shoes, every step gon' hurt a bruise

I've been wondering what to do

I think this pain'll never move

I wanna die

Come and take my soul

I want to die today

Come and take my soul

I want to die today

I'm suicidal