MALADAPTIVE Lyrics

Damn

I really fucked shit up

It's like damn when you care about somebody it's like

You go crazy and do some dumb shit for real

I'm working on me

Yeah, I'm workin' on me

Yeah, I'm workin' on me

I'm rockin' a Calvin Klein tee

Got Tommy Hilfiger to cover my D

I love gettin' cash and money

When I rockin' designer, I feel like a G

Money really just how I cope with shit

Recordin' is how I got into this

Was textin' what you in a Uber bitch

And I was fucked up on some stupid shit

And the problems I got, they really my own fault

I got no one else to blame but the man in the mirror now

And I might go blow a hundred

Just to get over this shit

Just to show you that I'm fly

Just to show you I'm that guy

I be doin' petty shit, I'm sorry

Not tryna text with you, I'm tryna be up inside

Damn, I'm still new to that whole relationship shit

I'm tryna be myself, for real I'm tryna find myself, and I'm tryna find you too

Yeah, I wake up and walk on the beat

Then I walk my ass to my class

I listen to what they go teach

But I ain't no regular man

And bitch ain't no regular kid

Got 100 missed calls on my hip

Need a break, I need a trip

I swear that I'm keepin' it real

I'm ballin' out, I'm on the field

And I know we ain't together no more

But I was still lookin' for you

Like, girl, whenever I see your face I'm thinkin' I fell in love with the view

Never had shit that felt like this, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah

And I'm up late night in my room recordin' love songs, songs, songs, songs

And God damn, if only she knew My God, my God, my God, my God

We coulda been somethin' so good But I had to fuck it up, up, up

A couple days later I went out for drank

I never drank shit in my life

You had me fucked up, girl, alright?

Fuck

And that shit hurt when I found out

And I wasn't tryna cause problems

But that's how it ended, turning out

I swear that my feelings be gettin' confused

I'm workin' on me, I'm tryna get better to be with you

I don't even know

She said my name

Carrying all the pain and such shit

What the fuck

I generally care about you

What

Fuck it

I need that love shit more than anything