Heavy Lyrics

The day you died I couldn't believe that shit was true

Freak called my phone I got the news fresh out of school

We was Real deal steppers up that hill me Champ and you

You know I love you I'm at this church wearing some hard bottom shoes

I don't even like to wear no suit

But I did this shit because of you

This shit like therapy I spill tears inside this booth

Wish you was here I miss my friend as I drop tears inside this coupe

Wish it was more that I can do

Watched yo parents cry that hard Shit brought real tears to my eyes

Watching surf run out that church the first time I seen him cry

At yo casket I could barely stand

Like they really took my man's

Seeing u with no life inside yo body I can't comprehend

Its so much pain in these streets make me wish I wasn't born here

Why you take real ones from me you left me all alone here

They keep telling me keep my head high

But it's too heavy

I gotta see you in that damn box and I ain't ready

Why this world gotta be so damn cold

Damn bro

I wasn't ready to see my man's go

They keep telling me keep my head high

But it's too heavy

I gotta see you in that damn box and I ain't ready

Why this world gotta be so damn cold

Damn bro

I wasn't ready to see my man's go

Like What's the cost of a life

If I can buy my nighas bacc

You'll have that money tonight

I hope they soul made it to heaven lord keep me from dying

I know I can't escape the reaper but a nigga keeping trying

Ptsd got me clutching

On this 9 like they tryna take it from me

Heart thumping

Move wrong I'll start dumping

I can't remember what your laugh sound like it made me spazz

To the nigga that took durk from the gang we on yo ass

keep my head high

But it's too heavy

I gotta see you in that damn box and I ain't ready

Why theworld gotta be so damn cold

Damn bro

I wasn't ready to see my man's go

They keep telling me keep my head high

But it's too heavy

I gotta see you in that damn box and I ain't ready

Why this world gotta be so damn cold

Damn bro

I wasn't ready to see my man's go

And I don't even like to wear no suit

But I did this shit because of you

This shit like therapy I spill tears inside this booth

Wish you was here I miss my friend as I drop tears inside this coupe

Wish it was more that I can do

Yea Yea