.duhkha. Lyrics

I been doin some readin, been readin the Good Book

Calm mind, body, soul, also some yoga

Third eye face down, my spirit go up

I hope He hear this prayer, I been stuck in some Duhkha

Shoulders so heavy that it's hard for me look up

But heavy is the crown and the crown I done took up

Can't afford a renege when you're tryna get your books up

If you can't couple wisely, it's better to solo cook up

I'll change my environment if of it I'm a product

Seven times hit the ground, eight times got up

Learned that chasin rainbows you'll never find a pot of

Gold, cause the perfect ones are a circle

Goin round and round had me feelin like Urkle

Like the jokes on me, but the jokes on them

I been in the lab tinkerin now I'm Stephan with the pad and pen, amen

Within these scriptures, vivid's the picture

Old and New Testament are quite the mixture

The new me's the old me, I just grew little

Got some more scars, skin no longer brittle

The sound of the money counter something that's calming

I live through my music, I won't need embalming

I have some missed voicemails and texts that say "Call me"

I can't see through the dark, in the light it's foggy

But that's no excuse, I still accept the mission

Failure have them find my body when they're out fishin

A 2 liter bottle of champagne to christen

The boat that's now tied to a horrible vision

The bad that comes with good I don't need it

I don't like ups and downs, rather be even

Smooth, I'm Stephan still sharp like Steve is

I want to be a millionaire, hello Regis

A is me, B is me, C is me

All of the above, I'm choosin Q

I bet on self, look in the mirror and tell him "You got you"

The confidence comes from puttin in work

Tellin them on you'll party on the 33rd

Or the 30th of February when it comes

Every how many years ? Somethin somethin

My man's said he feel me but he don't get it

He stuck on cash, I teach him credit

To get the cash then run the debit

Collect the interest then you exit

Bosses make bosses there's no doubt about it

Told him there's space in the boss lounge

The worker room crowded

When you liftin that weight you don't need to grunt the loudest

Just go bout your business, make an OG the proudest

I been around the block and up Schitts Creek

I was out a job, with no place to sleep

But God got my back and my angels deep

Prayed on my last dollar and bet on me

You can see how that turned out

I'm better than ever, I smile more now

My mom see the difference, she happier now

Get to talk to my Godson and he make me proud

He say the funniest things, shawty be goofin

I live a different life, still try to provide a blueprint

Talk about his life, how to make better movements

How to make money, he wants to YouTube it

My man is inspirin

So many ideas I might have to hire him

I need the good energy

I need the good karma, I need it to enter me

I pray for enemies

Just not for their blessings except they don't run in to me

Down can't pretend to be

Up all night, when I die I'll get plenty sleep

Heart beat like the Energizer bunny

Weathered the storm, with hopes it'd get sunny

Butt of the jokes that I didn't find funny

So I had to stop that like a nose that is runny

Ready on my toes, don't rest on my laurels

Possessive of my time, it's can't be borrowed

Not promised the day, much less tomorrow

Fill it with happiness, drain the sorrow