Quiet Lyrics

Self-hate, self-harm

They Took they turn with me

But by grace I held on

Lemme tell the history

See I'm out of place like somethings wrong

With how I act and speak

And I had friends we had fun

But what they didn't see

Was when my house quiet

House quiet

Late nights and my thoughts prying

Loud as street riots

Kept it in yea I stayed private

Stayed private

Feeling weak when I start crying

Feel the tears sliding

It felt like

I'm only one step away from being on my own

And my pride telling me that I can do it all alone

So I keep it in I felt no cared about my soul

Ain't it strange to say u don't belong in your own home

I woke up hating life

So depressed in every night

People said I wasn't liked

Starting thinking they was right

So I did everything that I could

To win approval thinking it would

Cure my stress make me feel good

But look it didn't go as it should of

For the change I got no love

Felt the strings in my heart tug

Starting seeing my mama acting so strange and that was just to much

She changing

But mama I'm still your baby

Don't you know how happy u made me

But you took my trust and betrayed it

Yea gone in the wind

Dat hole was the hardest to mend

mama was really my friend

Really her twin

Thinking about time that we spent

Wanting that feeling Again

Don't know if I can let go

Of pain you caused my soul

Of people who mocked my goals

Of times I suffered alone

Yea

But God he saw my pain

Told me get up said I was strong showed me it's so much to gain

And I gotta forgive all who hurt me cause he cleaned my stain

I learned self love found my peace and I don't have to Change

See I

Spent time draining Energy

Being at war with the Inner me

Believing lies from the Enemy

But I came up and found the Inner key

See that Holy spirit gotten into me

And his Holy Son gone Intercede

He'll keep me safe in eternal life

Already know he'll intervene

When my house quiet

House quiet

Late nights and my thoughts prying

Loud as street riots

Only trapped if I stay private

Stay private

Never weak if I start crying

Know that God got me

So now I

Run to you in every chance that you give to me

If I'm in your hands then I'm standing right in victory

If the circumstance looking bad can't let it get to me

No amount of bands can compare How much you mean to me