I Promise Lyrics

I promise mama I'ma make it, I promise mama I'ma show you

Mama I swear I'm aware, I'm doing shit I'm not supposed to

It's hella shit up on my mind, and there's a lot of shit I never told you

You and you both could be so rude, I struggle to say it but mama I love you

I promise mama I'ma make it, I promise mama I'ma show you

Mama I swear I'm aware, I'm doing shit I'm not supposed to

It's hella shit up on my mind, and there's a lot of shit I never told you

Me and you both could be so rude, I struggle to say it but mama I love you

Mama I love you, but it's hard to say it

I'm growing up mama yeah you gotta face it

All this shit in my life that I'm facing

If it ain't my opps then my own life I'm taking

Outside I look fine but I'm mentally breaking

Honestly it's getting harder to make shit

I keep moving up while the rest in a snake pit

So much hate for myself, I need to replace it

You raised me right but loved me so wrong

It honestly shouldn't have taken this long

You never ever ever listen to me or my words

So I'd rather vent in a song

New year, new stress for my mental

It's getting harder just to keep this shit strong

Always felt so damn worthless

Resorted to taking the rips out the bong

Resorted to taking the pills to feel happy

I played it off cool, I've been good at acting

Six in a night, ain't no way I'ma catch sleep

X and the M for the mental, I'm so geeked

You might be my mom but I swear you don't know me

and honestly there ain't a thing that you owe me

And growing up there's a lot of shit that you've shown me

Like how to tell when these lil' women be phony

I'm grinding until I die like grandpa Tony

Stack on my own, I don't need you to loan me

Grew up in this home but it never felt homey

So many know me but I do not know me

So many know me but that was the old me

Growin' up mama, I wish you would hold me

Yellin' and throwin' them punches to scold

I thank you cause that shit done helped you to mold me

I promise mama I'ma make it, I promise mama I'ma show you

Mama I swear I'm aware, I'm doing shit I'm not supposed to

It's hella shit up on my mind, and there's a lot of shit I never told you

You and you both could be so rude, I struggle to say it but mama I love you

I promise mama I'ma make it, I promise mama I'ma show you

Mama I swear I'm aware, I'm doing shit I'm not supposed to

It's hella shit up on my mind, and there's a lot of shit I never told you

Me and you both could be so rude, I struggle to say it but mama I love you

Love you