Disorient Lyrics

Waking up disoriented

Hol' up I need me a minute

(I really need that)

Waking up counting the blessings

Waking up lacking direction

(Really on that)

Collecting my thoughts for I say something harsh

Connected dots on the daily

I'm playing it smart

Partially to true myself

The lies I been telling I start to believe with my heart

Leaving my mark in the city

It wasn't always pretty

I feel more like Tony Stark

Testing the limits and pushing the boundaries

I'm trying to protect those around me

I can't neglect my surroundings

Maybe more harmful than helpful

What else could I tell you

At this point I can't really tell them apart

I know folks who slid off the deep end

Niggas way out with the sharks

Casting out all of the demons in Jesus name

Niggas be drowning in guilt and shame

Niggas be clowning

Who get the last laugh when shit not funny

Rap game built like a cash grab

How the fuck niggas don't got money

Never a hating sense

I see them eating

I barely can pay this rent

Priorities out of whack

I'm lacking it's time to get back on my bullshit

In fact snap out the illusion

Cause truth be told niggas been foolish

And truth be told niggas is me

Looked in the mirror

It's hard to believe what Eye See

(No lies)

How long I been in this dream

(Hypnotized)

How long I been sipping this drink

How long I been betting on someone to save me

I'm searching for rescue

Certainly cursing my blessings

Better yet lacking perspective

And put everybody else on a pedestal

(Why)

Now I'm at they neck like a bow tie

This time around EYE SEE NO LIES

Waking up disoriented

Hol' up I need me a minute

(Waking up)

Waking up counting the blessings

Waking up lacking direction

(I'm waking up)

Waking up disoriented

Hol' up I need me a minute

(I really need that)

Waking up counting the blessings

Waking up lacking direction

(really on that)

Waking up disoriented

Hol' up I need me a minute

Waking up counting the blessings

Waking up lacking direction

(Nigga I'm waking up)

(Finally waking up)