Shelby Lyrics

And if she's a sin, then God I'm a sinner

And you can write down all of the things I've done wrong

And if she still hates me, then God I'm a madman

Cause I'd rather her hate me than have her feel nothing at all

Well I said I was leaving, yeah but that was just a lie

What's this I've been hearing about another guy

And I said I won't come back, but that just wasn't true

I have done the one thing that you begged me not to do

So when I said it's the last time, I'll walk out of your door

I'll turn my head and whisper, it's unless I want more

And I know I should hate myself for what she and I did

But I hope you can forgive me, we were both just stupid kids

I thought I was over this, til it wasn't mine

Doesn't make it right, but it might just make me sorry

Another sleepless night, it's not cause I'm living without you

It's cause I'm trying to live with myself

And if I have to miss you, every single day

Then you'll have to hate me the same

So you'll go to England, and you'll hold him like you love him

And I'll go to France, and I'll only think of you

But when I get back, I will find your best friend

And I'll take from her, everything from you

I thought it was over this, til it wasn't mine

Doesn't make it right, but it might just make me sorry

Another sleepless night, it's not cause I'm living without you

It's cause I'm trying to live with myself

And if I have to miss you, every single day

Then you'll have to hate me the same

What did I do right, and where did I go wrong

And the difference between the length of those lists

Is something that I don't want to have to admit to you

Maybe I should just be honest, about the way that I feel

But I don't think that living a lie, could possibly be more painful

Than being honest with you

What did I do right, and where did I go wrong

And the difference between the length of those lists

Is something that I don't want to have to admit to you

Maybe I should just be honest, about the way that I feel

But I don't think that living a lie, could possibly be more painful

Than being honest with you

And if she's a sin, then God I'm a sinner

And you can write down all of the things I've done wrong

And if she still hates me, then God I'm a madman

Cause I'd rather her hate me than have her feel nothing at all