Disparity ft. Luh Kilo Lyrics

Throw it all away

I put your love in my hands

Soldiers dying everyday

the people I call my friends

Fuckin' up his mental

Ain't Know he was taking Xan's

Lost my bro to drugs

Ain't this shi could kill my mans

Choosing all the sacrifices

That I make in my life

Shit that make you mad

Try bringing up the bad nights

I was losing all my hope

I'm think bout the last time

I was losing everything I'm putting in

Know that's right

It was hard to absorb

everything that you told me

spin around me with your lies

And think you really know me

Took a life to get this spot

You think you really chose me

Took a lot to get it right

But somehow never perfect

Think I'm never worth it

I think I'm really falling

Time is running out

It's like I'm losing all my options

Tommy really hold it down

I know he really watching

Anderson really had the backdoor

So I know he got it

Oh so you niggas think

That you really got me now

You think I'll let you take me

To the fucking ground

Always had the plan so

Tell me what is changing now

Always the one on top

So tell me who you taking out

Everything always changing and it go out

Everything was going right but it's not

Right now

They was changing on me

They was not the right crowd

Don't know if you for me

But I know who still here

You fuck my bitch

Nothin but smoke

That shit ain't comin' down

Free YSL i ain't no rat

But ima gun 'em down

I like them classy broads ion

Want no ghetto ho's around

We got da drop load up them

Drac's let off 100 rounds

I got yo lo better have yo

Blick when you outside checkin' the mail

No i ain't God but im close as fuck

I'll send that boy to hell

I know my momma need me

I cannot afford to go to jail

Member i was talking to brodie

all over the phone cuz he had to

sit in that cell

Don't know what to do

I'm talking to God they say

"He got all of the answers"

Well tell me big bro why heart

Keep on thumpin' and why

My momma still got cancer?

I got me a type, she gotta be

Thick as hell and she gotta be

A dance, ion know bout

Them zodiac signs but

I know damn well that I

Fuck with this Cancer

I just turned 19, I been out

The way runnin' up this

Cake why they dont like me?

They say what they gon do but

To they bitch them boys wont

Fight me that pussy boy just

Died them boys outside

They wanna indict me i

Already dropped my lo

You ain't come outside

Now you gotta come find me

Yea, I hope that nigga don't try to act stupid

Ride with my brudda I know he be ruthless

That my dawg gotta call that boy Rufus

Shots to ya brain tryna leave the boy clueless

Metal to his grill like he ask for a toothpick

If it's really smoke let me see you gon shoot shit

On God, That nigga a bitch, true shit

Boy you better stay out the way

Better stay in ya place

Better run up a bag

It feel so good

Just to walk in the mall

And get all the shit you aint had

I ain't want that bitch

I left her alone

Why she callin' my phone all mad?

I gave you a chance

I gave you my energy

Lil ho you better be glad

I want me a interview

Feel like the hardest

But nah i ain't

Talkin' to Vlad

I was broke as a bitch

I was down on my dick

So I had to get off my ass

I ran it up once then i lost it all

Gotta go and get it back fast

With the love of my life she said

I broke her heart got a young

Nigga feelin' real bad

It was hard to absorb everything that you told me

Spin around me with your lies and think you really know me

Took a life to get your spot

And think you really choose me

Took a lot to get it right

And somehow still not worthy

Somehow just not perfect

I'm Somehow never working

Lossing all my options

Might just go and call my doctor

Never cure my problems

Just give pills with a talker

Assist me at the bottom

Underground they say I'm a talking