Private Lyrics

Hmm

How do I say this

It's hard expressing myself to other

I feel very closed off from people

And you know this privacy is a double edge sword

You know on the one hand it's great I get to grow under my own solitude

But there this loneliness that I feel

This feeling of misunderstanding

That No matter what I tell people they can never relate to the pain I feel

The suffering that it caused onto myself

But it's-

And I think about you know why I shouldn't be so vocal on what I do

Like if I told chop that I did music

And what would his reaction woulda been

Would he of been supportive of what I've done

And you know what he be doing if we was in the studio right now

It seem the tape is messed up. One moment while I fix it

I told P to make another copy. But what do I know.

Speaking of paradoux that must be him now.

Welcome Paradoux we're so glad you could make it

Finally,didn't think you'd show…Welp I'm out of here

Hi to you too Mr.C.

Don't forget you got a show tonight at 9 so make sure you be there at 8 so we can set up. And DONT be late like today.

Yea whatever I'm here now right?

It seemed like your cassette messed up before you arrived. why don't you take a seat while I fix it

Thank you. Mr.C told me to get a extra one

No worries we can play mines while we wait

Mr.C thank you for your time today-

He could of said bye

He seems to be a pretty busy guy

Yea he could at least check up on me every now and then

Oh, we can discuss y'all relationship later on. Before all of that how are you feelin Paradoux?

Been good tryna hold it all together

That's good to hear. I wanna discuss this song before you arrived. You talk bout being private from the world. Is there any fears about opening up?

I have this fear of abandonment. If I open myself up to someone I'm taking a risk of that person walking out my life. So I have to keep this wall up between them and me

always do it scared… at the end of the day why not be surrounded by real ones.

I was able to fix the cassette tape. Shall we continue?