REMINISCENT ft. Jaded Thoughts & moonrxks. Lyrics

I thought I missed the thought of you, it felt so reminiscent

And you know lately that I cannot control what I've been missing

I try to relate, but you know I felt so fucking

I'm not around I'm in my head

I thought I missed the thought of you, it felt so reminiscent

And you know lately that I cannot control what I've been missing

I try to relate, but you know I felt so fucking distant

I'm not around, I'm in my head, swear to god it's always spinning

And I've been thinking about you, I felt so fucking strained

And I just wanna see you win, but you ain't ever fucking changed

Just take my heart and rip it open, tell me that you feel the same

Pick up all the pieces that you dropped, steal them and run away

I just want your love, but will I ever get it?

All these thoughts are running through my head, I tell myself that I'm tripping

Tell me our condition now, take our love and wear it out

Cause I don't think we'll make it out

Memories are fading now, but I don't wanna think about you anyway

Someone's gotta tell me how, to let go of the way that I used to stay

Ay, fuck it, maybe I lied too many times, I wasn't okay with knowing

In another life I could make you mine, but ain't no universe open

Girl if I could buy myself more time, I'd keep myself from growing

And wait for you, cause without you, I know I don't know nothing

I thought that I could be the one to finally do it different

But I fell off and learned some things, still don't know what I'm missing

But if I want it, then I got it, swear I'm always winning

Sinner boys making noise, you know we down for sinning

Yeah, you call and hit my line for what you don't know what, so I've been falling

Into all good things, it's bad for me and I've been stalling

Squealing like the brakes up on this car and it's been hauling

Carrying this weight, you know this shit has been exhausting

Really you know I need everything that's bad for me

Cause baby one day I might end up as a casualty

My brain complex, I'm tired of thinking that shit rationally

But at the open mic, no one gonna ever pass me