Not Quite Dead Lyrics

I haven't got long but I'm not quite dead

Nobody hears a thing that I said

I'm feeling so tired

Ashes to ashes, dust to dust

Now I know what it means to rust

I'm grinding to a halt

Stop saying that you would not change a thing

If I had a chance to go over again

I would do it all different

I'm finished with all of the old decisions

And the hopeless dogma of old religions

The light may not be better but I'll be looking over there

The dice may be loaded but nobody said it would be fair

I may be crazy but it's not from repetition

To play a wining hand is my one and only mission

She knew she was right for all the wrong reasons

But when she tried to speak out, nobody listened

Sleepwalker by day insomniac by night

She prayed with all her might for a magical life

Created in her mind to suddenly appear

Like it does online with a little luck

Maybe she will find a four-leaf clover

Before her life is over

Trapped in a future that never came true

I did it for me, I did it for you

Now you're gone

And forgotten

Nothing turned out the way I thought it would be

No matter what I do, I will never be free

It's pointless

No use trying