Feelings Lyrics

My brother told me that he miss me I couldn't believe

How many times we fought at home and he let me bleed

I remember nights was all alone I could barely eat

Hard times to get along planting separate seeds

My sister told me that she love me I couldn't react

The only thing up in my memory is "give me back"

The days at school you fucking tempt me to leave a rack

Nigga hurt your feelings hunnid shots head couldn't be intact

Everybody knew I was too cold I just couldn't show

The part of me my ma called Jumee up in my home

Tryna fly her out the country she need the snow

I could rarely thing about my past without feeling cold

Emotions bottled up I don't fuck with the mysteries

Ashamed about my life tryna keep up brought me misery

Diary, open glass I write my feelings with the Hennessy

But I still let em know there ain't no hoe you try to mess with me

Eyes closed fore I step into the stage

Tryna pour my soul put me in a Spartan rage

Hunnid bands tho money barely make me age

Trapping through the bando I can barely say I changed

Heart cold

Woah

So many times

I can't go

Losing my mind

And it's so hard that I can't see

That this life ain't for you and me

Go away

So I can fucking breathe

My father told me that he love me gave me my flowers

Niggas leave they kids and run in my eyes are cowards

Standing up for days showing niggas all my prowess

Take that money to the grave fore you go spend it on a balance

And you know me

And the old me

Was the slow me

Ain't the new me

Heart cold

Woah

So many times

I can't go

Losing my mind

And it's so hard that I can't see

That this life ain't for you and me

Go away

So I can fucking breathe