Black Holes Lyrics

I feel like I'm stagnant and wondering how it happened

Used to knowing circles and searching them going backwards

I've seen more laps than a dog drinking

If this was all the plan, what was God thinking

I got overheads from over my head I tried to understand

The bonuses have broken my step

In search of promised land

The hopelessness, the dawning regret

I gotta stop it

Separate the ego in the making of a profit

I've been all across the wastes, in the bleakest winter

Trying to find the tree of life and reunite the splinter

We've been thrown off course, thrown off kilter

Can't look ourselves in the mirror

Life will ebb and flow till it's drowning us in the river

Give and take, given everything you took

I've been trying to make a wave, they just wait to see me sunk

Know that I have been afraid, am I running out of luck

Can I build a house of cards and say the table should be shook

Am I telling the truth

And does it matter

I got a couple fans but I ain't no one's favourite rapper

Nobody rung me, still I'm coming up the ladder

Of course I got a screw loose, I understood the hammer

I'm floundering

Bound until I found the father

Grounded in a mound of matters

Hounded by the hands of darkness

Fuck, Mr Burns out here wailing on me

I got blown to smithereens

They're trying to take it from me

Say I'm sorry

Tell you that I mean it if I'm making apologies

Tell me is it beef or just a stake in commodities

Thinking on my feet got me in my own way

A life of big screens gonna feel like role play, Okay

So what's my part then

When lightheartedness is weighing heavy till it darkens

A fine line, I call it lunacy

I'm trying to fight the night sky, that's the moon in me

Everybody wanna be a star, every day another black hole

Life could be a highway but it's better on the back roads

Make it brick by brick and see how deeper all the cracks go

Heaven is a toad we're the tadpoles

Sending all the glory to the hypnotiser

Sickness in the fire

The time has come to notice it's the spirit we require

I'm searching for a shaman I can speak to

Sick of all the stained glass answers I can see through

Looking at my words, hoping that I have the nerve to speak them

We call it human nature, till the earth is beaten

Seeing all the people in the cage called the search for freedom

Knowing that the season gonna change

We just need a reason to believe in