this is not what i signed up for! Lyrics

I don't think you understand When I fell hard, I fell ten stories deep

Cracked my skull on the concrete And lost every piece of me

bloods on the ground, not sure there can be a comeback

Sometimes a phoenix gets tired of rising I've been doing this for twenty-four years

When will I finally stop battling

This is not what I signed up for But I gotta get used to this cruel world

And navigate it through it all This is not what I signed up for

But I gotta get used to this cruel world And navigate it through it all

This is not what I signed up for This is not what I signed up for

Everybody heard talks of what I was going through No one came around to see how I was

doing Instead they would rather ask others when

I was drowning This is why I resent them all till this

day Eight months of torture in that mansion

Even my mom couldn't save me My friend Luis telling me I need therapy

But I just wanna run away This is not what I signed up for

I gotta get used to this cruel world And navigate it through it all

This is not what I signed up for This is not what I signed up for

But I gotta get used to this cruel world This is not what I signed up for

This is not what I signed up for

This is not what I signed up for This is not what I signed up for

This is not, this is not This is not what I signed up for

This is not what I signed up for This is not what I signed up for

This is not what I signed up for This is not what I signed up for

This is not what I signed up for This is not what I signed up for