801/970 Lyrics

Throw away all of my emotions

Never understand where I'm going

Somewhere a little more important

Ooo at least I'm hoping

I leave the tears on the face of every door I've opened

Can't tell you all the times that I've been certain

Ooo shit all those lonely nights I'm working

Can you tell me just one thing

Is this life really worth it

I packed up all my bags & watched my friends just fade away

We grew apart even going through all these rainy days

Gone through the motions doing all the things we cannot say

I miss them just so much & all the happiness that came

Weigh down on my brain

I hope you feel the same

Some things can not change

I always feel this pain

Weigh down on my brain

I hope you feel the same

Some things can not change

I always feel this pain

Throw away all of my emotions

Never understand where I'm going

Somewhere a little more important

Ooo at least I'm hoping

I leave the tears on the face of every door I've opened

Can't tell you all the times that I've been certain

Ooo shit all those lonely nights I'm working

Can you tell me just one thing

Is this life really worth it

Hey, I know it's been awhile

& I wasn't expecting you to answer

But I, I um

Just want you to know that I miss you

& still love you

Just as much as I always have

I wish things could've turned out differently between us

But I was never able to understand you on an emotional level

Because you never allowed it to happen

I want you to know that showing your emotions with people

Isn't always showing vulnerability

It's so necessary

Really wish you could see that

No matter what

I want you to know that I'll always be by your side

Rooting you on

But I can't help but feel sad about the situation between us

You were my best friend & my rock

I love you always Q