Therapy Lyrics

This is my story so I'll tell it

Hear it from the mouth of the horse so I couldn't well it

Everyone was sleeping on Adam like he was jelling

While they claiming that the music he making could never sell it

Had me waiting in the water through a body of lies

Trying to trip a niggas footing planning out his demise

Everything a nigga said claim I need to revise

Said I would never make it anywhere if I was that guy

But it was me

The one standing in the mirror

Me looking back on it now it couldn't be any clearer

I focused on other shit rather keeping true to the mirror

The voices of other people's the only thing I was hearing

I fucked up

Used to blow my money in gut trucks

Ride around the city with my homies and puff puff

Talk about some shit that didn't matter and sure enough

I fell on hard times used to think it was dumb luck but no

Had me surely falling for sure

Me carrying so much weight is what kept my back on the ropes

Getting up was a struggle which everybody enjoyed

But fuck it I will get better that's something I truly know

I'm striving to be the best at what many have never could

While staying true to myself and remembering what is good

Opening up the book to my life the way that I should

And fuck it if you don't like I happen to know its good

It's real

You know the deal

I'm shooting back at them haters with everything that I feel

I popping off all them tags and opening different seals

And savoring just the thought of the quickly approaching meal

I got to eat

Someone that's successful I got to be

The thought of going broke or being a bum is what's haunting me

Ain't to many women I remember that wanted me

So I'm scared of being alone without a family thats honestly

Yeah

Its gets harder than that

I remember there was a time when I thought I was wack

I remember there was a night that I ate out the trash

And I always have tend to struggle with knowing I'm black

This is the problem with being Adam my shit is all in a pile

Waking up in the morning and having trouble to smile

Missing the better part of myself I had as a child

But if I had it here now that shit would just slow me down

Everything has a cost and be certain of who's buying

Knowing that the sword that you swinging is two sided

Everybody's out for their money it breeds violence

So even from your family and friends you got to hide shit

Everybody's scheming man what side are they on

I know people that I've trusted that would fuck me tomorrow

For a imitation copper colored penny that's all

Which is funny what they got it wasn't worth it at all

I've been stashing shinny nickels just in case a nigga burn out

Scared of what could happen and the way my life could turn out

Everybody's working but there's few of us that work out

And if it doesn't they will load them things and bring the hurt out

Even if it does I'm minus any love

I'll never be accepted in this game that's full of thugs

I'm praying to a God that's in the heavens up above

That he showers me with blessing and I pray that that's enough

I don't know

But I'm hoping

Remember all them days that spent in my room moping

Stuck in a depression the hardest to make broken

Every doctor that I visit would only proscribe Motrin

That ain't what I need

Can't you see I bleed

The pain of being strong Is what's brought me to my knees

I dream of being someone know exactly what it means

If you recognize the struggle I bet music's in your genes

For real

And I'm just saying

I'm just saying

It's about time I got myself together

I'm just saying

I'm just saying

It's about time I got myself together

I'm just saying

I'm just saying

It's about time I got myself together

I'm just saying that

It's about time I got myself together

Together

Together

Together

Music is my therapy

Music is my therapy