anu Lyrics

I'm feelin numb in the shower

The heat is at all power

It feel like meditation

I feel nothing sweet or sour

I could put my hand on the stove and not feel a thing

I would make wounds

But I'm no bitch

I would not wear sleeves

I'm goin full deep

I'm goin full dark

Go inward

My Middle East cave

Tony stark

Still got my heart

But got it in a box

I'd rather not have it now

The hope love gives

Ain't for my role

Right now that's not my part

My heart slow on the chart

Knock on wood so much

My knuckles fuckin carved in

Emotionally chargin

Deep lows

The water need caution

Shower shadow boxin

In my head

The bars gon give me a better coffin

For the times

For them days

For them golden orange sun rays

Life hit us fast

Left church

Went astray

Now too much is at stake

Pounding the pavement

And gotta get to saving

And lookin Satan

Dead in his face and

He just fake frowned

He mockin my pain

And I find it funny too

So we on the same page here

I wish a nigga

Would try and change me

These niggaz livin so aimless

My aim can't be mistaken

For a chuck up shot

I ain't no Jalen Green bitch

I was no average teenager

I had plans

For the A bomb

When I wus 15 bitch

Four years of work

To culminate

To my greatest feats yet

My greatest fear is death

So I guess I'm on fear factor

I ain't dead

But the love rigor mortis

When the hate was gettin deported

Now anger rebuilding its fortress

God leaving me on read

It's cool

I trust he gon be there

Well

I don't know

I'm just nervous

Just workin

I'm just perchin

Over head

Tree house

House is burning

I'm bleeding out in the front yard

No one gon help us out

We ate in the bed

Gotta get these bed bugs out

No need to shout

This for us to reconfigure

All logic says we gon figure it out

Fucked up

Head down

God see me out

Don't let me down

Don't let we down