Damned Lyrics

Another day, another dollar, am I lonely, am I sad

Reminiscing bout my friends, got me thinking bout my dad

Like, would they leave if I ain't write a rap

Or would they rather cut my throat instead of give me dap

I don't know, thoughts creepin' why I had a problem sleepin

Thinkin' if I doze off, won't even get a reason

Or a blink before I'm dead

Just a pistol in a pillow and a messy bloody bed

That's the tip, don't make me start

Every beat I murder, just another stroke of art

Strange to me, the thing I love, steady pullin' me apart

In Stark comparison

Boys be howlin' wolves when I get into my feelings

The abyss, barin' hooves

Any point to anything, I'm hella apathetic

At my core, I care too much, but results paint it pathetic

Wear the same shit every day, all black is the aesthetic

If I trip, then it get hectic

If I slip, then I'm upsettin

If I try, I'm supposed to die

If I cry, I'm supposed to lie

If I play, then I'ma lay

If I'm prayin', it's for Bray and the kids

Anyway, these days, life be autopilot

No stranger to the time

Barely get the time to drive it, I ain't lyin

King, change for the better

What I'm eyein', am I tweakin'

Thinkin' maybe there's a reason why we dyin

Like our sacrifice for God, 2021, new Mayans

Tears well up with blood, so I got no shame in cryin

Let me breathe, I guess

Get your hands up off my chest

My heart see the light of day

Or stay buried in my breast

Get it, I'm a chicken

But this ain't no finger lickin

Fried beyond belief

Lee Sin close what I'm kickin

Really though, sober, man

This mornin' 'fore it's due

This homework, the dober man

Wouldn't even wanna chew

If thunder and lightning strikin

I blink twice and say, ka-choo

I mean, ka-chow, nigga

Scribbles, sicker than a mad cow

Rushin' through the halls

Hearin' bells in the crowd

And they loud

Late to class, breath pourin' out

Got asked about homework, said nah, and sat down

Thorns atop the gown

Wear the halo like a crown