My Final Letter Lyrics

Ignorance is bliss, but I'm fallin' into red

Dead sea, red sea, place that I fed

In my first experience of death, used to be not this drowned out

Lost within earshot

Too many memories and images affecting me

Designed to keep me from killing me

Drowning in blood and tears, pulled onto a boat by a figure with rabbit ears

Seems like he's done this before, tall man calmin' down the endless disturbed

Who was that calmed down the melody, used to the remedy, seek serenity

Opps on his back, white rabbit hits me with familiarity

I think he's family

Grandfather holds the clock, I remember, I remember

I remember my Tata telling me this story, even in his death that he found it important

Or maybe as a child, it was the honest diversion, didn't know he's dying until the next morning

Is he proud of me or what I am doing

Got a tattoo, my own allegory

Time didn't stop when he stopped, it keeps going

I continue with his name on me

White rabbit's now sick, should've listened to his thoughts

Now all I hear is tick counting down on his watch

Man, am I, continue of change with the name over time

Man, I'm fried, what's the time

Don't be shy, let's go for a ride

Give it a shot, let's give it a try

Show me something, open my eyes

Good morning me, did you sleep well

Did you wake up feeling good

Did the light and the wind and the smell and the sounds

All seem like they're brand new and fresh this morning

Is each and every cell in your whole body awake and alive now

Today, you are who you are today, see

You're still me, but you're a newer version

You're still me, but you're a newer version

You equipped me when I see a suicide

Now all I pray is mourn me when I die

Didn't expect to see it several times

Fall into this pit with tears in my eyes

Should never feel like it's no surprise

That's where I was at, expect the demise

Closed myself off, went to Wonderland

Burned down Neverland, good, don't die young

Not out of fun, youth, don't die young

All this is dumb, wait till someone

Say something needs to be done

But for now, this is our war, this is

Message to the media's decision

That's why I'm at war with that medium

Rifels out, scopes on the bad ones

Cutting out the cancer with extra precision

Hey, thank you everyone

Thank you for coming to this show's run

Thank you for coming to Act two, not one

Power by the sun, just like my wristwatch

Wristwatch passed down by my Tata

Time never stops, never stops, never stops

But this time has to stop, has to stop

Otherwise my life stops, has to stop

Can't stay mourning forever

And this is my last letter

To tell you I miss you, yeah I'll miss you

And I will keep you in my memories

And that's how I'll keep you, in my memories

So this is goodbye

Until I see you on the other side

This is the end of my endless bloody mournings