Dark Blue Tides Lyrics

There's a recurring nightmare, where I don't move enough

I'm stuck, sinking down below

I push back, but it's way too much

I never wanted to be out like that, it's just something that I'm used to

I'm drowning in the mess I made, I'm trying to recover but I stumble right back

I feel the water filling up my lungs

Its overflowing with doubt

I want to, believe that I can

I'm trying so hard to get out of my head

I know that, I can change who I am

It all starts in believing, I'm better than I've been

All I've thought it just passes through

It seems as if i can't phase you

Choke on the words I wanted to say

Was it always this bad?

No decisions and no direction

I can say that we saw this coming

Seven years like that it's gone now

I'll take the blame for the way we fall out

How do I navigate this sinking feeling?

I thought just being here would help the healing

It was always there in the back of my mind

Let yourself sink under dark blue tides

I feel the water filling up my lungs

Its overflowing with doubt

I want to, believe that I can

I'm trying so hard to get out of my head

I know that, I can change who I am

It all starts in believing

I want to, believe that I can

I'm trying so hard to get out of my head

I know that, I can change who I am

It all starts in believing, I'm better than I've been