TALKING TO MYSELF Lyrics

I think I should stop talking to myself Always saying that it's all my fault

I'm not to blame for all the pain, it's lame And now I'm fucked up again

And I will never be the same I will never be the same again

Why even keep frontin' like everything is fine When I know that I'm lyin', but I keep on tryin

Tomorrow I'll just end up in the same spot again

Right back where I started

Is this everything that I never wanted? I guess I'll never know

But it's time for me to go Go and find a new way home

I've been searching for this way too long I'm just getting tired of all this existing

All my dreams always end up so twisted

Twisted and broken, so many words left unspoken

Yeah, would I change it if I could? Would it be worse or would it be good

I guess you'll never know, cause I'm no talk, I'll show

I'm fighting with myself like the Matrix, I'm slo-mo Like I'm stalking slow motion, a blank expression

No emotion, thoughts racing back and forth This is not my last resort

Always got a backup plan, just gotta take it easy, man

But how will I ever figure out who I really am

I think I should stop talking to myself

Always saying that it's all my fault

I'm not to blame for all the pain, it's lame But now I'm fucked up again, and I will never be the same

Do I really just wanna stay the same?

What's the point of livin' if there's no change

This internal monologue is getting way too long I think it's time to fade away

I've had enough for today, but seriously though

I think I should stop talking to myself Always saying that it's all my fault

I'm not to blame for all the pain, it's lame But now I'm fucked up again, and I will never be the same