From The Heart Lyrics

This for them nights that I was thuggin on my own

This for them nights that I had henny and patron

This for all them nights that I was crying writing songs

This for my soldiers who was with me through the storm

And all I needed was my family

They the only ones who understand me

Right there by my side when I woke up from surgery

They seen my lies when I told them I'm not hurting

They can take this pain away, especially on these rainy days

Granny praying by my bed, voices in my head

I keep tryna forget about him, tryna forgive

But everything I'm hearing, saying shoot him in the head

Track him down, walk him down, make him feel the shit I did

I feel many men

Many men want me dead

And I'm paranoid

I'm paranoid, I'm not scared

If you look at me

Look at me in my eyes

You will see the pain

See the pain that I hide

I got murder on my mind, pray that God heal my soul

I will never cross that line, I won't go down that road

If that's the life he living, then he won't be living long

I just hate having these thoughts, so I put them in my songs

This for them nights that I was thuggin on my own

This for them nights that I had henny and patron

This for all them nights that I was crying writing songs

This for my soldiers who was with me through the storm

I hated seeing all them tears in my parents' eyes

Seeing all my family cry

Hate seeing these fucking flashbacks every single night

I don't want revenge, cus two wrongs, it don't make it right

Confessing all my sins to my God, pray he save my life

Do you know how strong you gotta be

To forgive someone who try to take you from your family

I don't know what I'm seeing, feel like I'm stuck inside a dream

I'm ignoring these feelings, of spilling blood in the street

And when they ask me why I didn't spin

I just tell them I got God in my life fuck nigga

What the fuck, I look like takin a life

Pops raised me right, I had to just be patient give it time

I know I'll be alright

I was locked up in my room with the alcohol beside me

Fighting off depression and the anger that's inside me

Pops tellin me to chill, I been drinking too much

Had to take a step back and realize who I was

This for them nights that I was thuggin on my own

This for them nights that I had Henny and Patron

This for all them nights that I was crying writing songs

This for my soldiers who was with me through the storm

And to the people who was with me in my life when I was at my lowest

The people who was checkin up on me, calling me, making sure i'm good

Coming to the crib putting a smile on my face just know I appreciate you and I love you forever

Y'all helped me more than you think you did

And I just appreciate the ones who kept a smile on my face through that dark time

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