I'm Still Afraid Lyrics

Hear that sound in your bed

Smack the window shut

Murderer of time and friends

You haven't gone online, so people think you're dead

In your aging days, big mother turned to say

"It's unfortunate, but it is what it is"

In shirts too big and an urge to fight

You sit and ponder time

Nothing came to be today

'Cause you were still afraid

Western women changed your mind

We're not so different you and I

I don't like the fact that I cry

Waiting for the sun to light the path outside

In your aging days, big mother turned to say

"It's unfortunate, but it is what it is"

In shirts too big and an urge to fight

You sit and ponder time

Nothing came to be today

'Cause you were still afraid

But I had cleaned my eyes and still, I couldn't tell

Who was right and wrong

Who's good and bad and dumb?

It don't matter much in the end

But I couldn't help myself

How does it feel to carry all the pain and regrets you made?

'Cause I don't know about you, but I'm nearly dead

This mental derangement act has lost its fun

I've been fooled by the Fox too many times

This time 'round it's getting to me

'Cause I can't sleep at night

"Why couldn't I have been born a girl?"

Asked the whiny soldier inside

She was forced to train and kill and fight

Months later, she committed suicide

And the boy looking scared on the other side

Bleeding and cramping 'till night

He was forced to give birth and throw a finger to life

But deep down, he knew he wanted something more

And what about the enbies?

Why didn't we have a choice?

You all want to live happy

But you better put effort to pass

The kid in baggy clothes lived online

No one could tell what they were

And that's alright

Old men with a few Mondays left were feeling dissatisfied

They grew too impatient with them

And stripped them of their rights

In my final days, big brother turned to say

"It's unfortunate, but it is what it is"

In thigh highs and dresses too tight

I rotted in bed and cried

Nothing came to be that day

'Cause I was still afraid