2018 Lyrics

Yeah, date back to 2018

You had me there in your team

Your lifestyle wasn't my scene

But I still tried to show that I'm keen, yeah

You caught my eye like a dream

Really had me up in my feelings

Shit seemed like we were all clean

But it all got changed like seasons

And now I got reasons, yeah

We were like three months in

You went and met with some guy called Josh

He was just a friend, was how I saw him

But he had ulterior motives

He tried to kiss you at Slim's

Ain't it weird how you didn't mention that until we broke up I think

You wanted to keep him around, yeah

These things always have their hangups

And we just couldn't hold it down

So you kept him around as backup

You said that we needed space

But I can't go and touch no one else

And I was cool to stick by that

Till I heard that you weren't yourself

And then you came back to me

And told me that you got drunk one night and kissed him

And I just remember your face and knew we're splitting

Few weeks later then and you're dating him and I'm missing

So I just took the L and moved on we just weren't fitting

Yeah, fast forward to Feb this year

I hit you up at like 10pm

Asked you if you wanna come here

And you parked outside and you came right in

And I was just looking for fun

But then you laid down and we just got talking

And it really didn't take that long

But after like 4 whole years it was sorted, yeah

And then you came back the next day

And you kept coming back it was like we were paused and then we linked up and pressed play

And you were like a different person and I hope this time is different

Maybe we weren't right before maybe all that we needed was all that distance

But now I got trust issues and I'm finding it harder with trusting you

I know that I should leave it all behind but if it happens again God knows I'm done with you

And I'm working to leave that shit behind and let go of the past have fun with you

I don't wanna remember those nights, I'd rather be under the sun with you

But just give me time, I hope we can get this right

And please don't think that I can't forgive you I'm just unsure if you'll still be mine

But I'm working on it deep down inside and I know you've changed and you're not that type

And I know that I'm needing to let that slide I just hope you meant what you said that night, cos