In The Dark Lyrics

Please don't be proud of me

Just because I'm still breathing

I know I'm still alive, but

I'm not achieving anything

And why does everyone tell me they love me

Only after they've been drinking

I'd like to say that I'm surrounded by

Supportive people, but that's just wishful thinking

I don't want to be forgotten

I'd like to leave a mark

If I were to leave town tomorrow

It wouldn't break any hearts

I'm too far in the dark

I look at my reflection in the mirror, and I start to cry

The second I'm not distracted, I think about about my life

It feels I'm heading nowhere, the good times never last

I'm afraid to grow older, and regret my past

Cos I don't want to be forgotten

I'd like to leave a mark

And if I were to leave town tomorrow

It wouldn't break any hearts

I'm too far in the dark

I'm so damn tired

Of being disappointed

I'm so damn tired

Of twenty-five-year-olds acting like they're fifteen

I'm so damn tired

Of feeling so lonely

But I can't leave the world completely

I'd just feel too fucking guilty

I don't want to be forgotten

I'd like to leave a mark

If I were to leave town tomorrow

It wouldn't break any hearts

And there's nothing here for me, and

Life just became far too hard

Even if I reached out for help

You can't see me

I'm standing too far in the dark