It's 2 AM Lyrics

Is it just my genes

For how I tend to be

I know that sorry isn't

Good enough anymore

Falling through the floor

I don't recognize me anymore

I don't wanna be like

Those who came before

Cause every time I think I'm getting better

I'm reminded that I was never

Pour gasoline on my body

I don't think I'm good enough

For anyone, or myself

I feel so dark you can't light me

Shine a flashlight just to find me

Hiding in the corner crying

I'm the one that's never dying

Feeling like a god

Or maybe it's just bad joke

I just wanna be gone

To say that's sad bloke

I won't let selfish come and describe me

Got it tatted on my wrist

Like it's inscribing

Holy words straight into my body

Pictures of the past

Just to be reminded

I was once alive always smiling

Grew up in a house full of violence

Watching the world burn out in silence

What's the point of caring

About anything

I thought