Sometimes Lyrics

Sometimes I don't wanna do this anymore

Sometimes I get lonely and bored

I tried writing songs filled with anger and hate

But words filled with sadness are all that I've got left to say

Sometimes I feel like crying

In my room all alone

Others I feel like laughing

My thoughts left unknown

Sometimes I feel like living

All the joy in the world

Others I feel like dying

I don't see a point

Why do I have to feel this way

Why can't I just make it okay

Not even the strongest drugs in the world

Can numb the pain

And the hurt

I tried writing songs

Tearing other people down

But now I've turned that finger around

No one will ever feel as much hate for me

As I do

Why do I have to feel this way

Why can't I just make it okay

Not even the strongest drugs in the world

Can numb the pain

And the hurt

Why do I have to feel this way

Why can't I just have one good day

Without thinking I'd be better off dead

Without all these crippling thoughts in my head