Relapse Lyrics

I'm free for now and it's so hard

Not giving in to everything

I tried my best and got so far

Living as the enemy

Oh, am I proud of myself on this one

Experience life and trusting is key

Own up to who you are

So I sit and wonder why you really want me to die

If it hadn't been for you

Where did I go wrong

And I'm so sorry

I wish that it would go away

I tried so hard but here we are

I didn't want to be alone

Without a reason to doubt you

Living as the enemy

So now your power can leave me be

I'm taking my life and setting it free

You promised me a heaven and you sent me to hell

You ruin my life and then you wish me well

So watch me go as I go on my way

I'm washing myself of all your pain

For now and it's so hard

Not giving in to everything

I tried my best and got so far

Living as the enemy

So I sit and wonder why you really want me to die