understand Lyrics

Why is it so hard?

Trying to explain myself, I can't

Express what I think

End up bottled up, I hate myself

Got so many thoughts in my mind

Many things that I think

I really should adjust on the way that I feel

When you say somethings that hurt me deep

Put a smile on my face and absorb the pain I feel

So what...

Really say that death should take the pain

pain is part of life, I gotta tolerate

And nothing comes so easy, not a piece of cake

So I'm putting on my mask and I precipitate

Try to understand me, I know I've been a piece of shit. That I know but I staring at a broken lens.

You don't hear me, built differently

Too different from what you know, I can't hide myself tonight

I can't hide myself, I really, yea I really try to fix myself

Emotionally, mentally I'm down for help

Try to hype myself

Traumatized experience, that's my cause

I really should, really leave the past but it doesn't

Wonder why I'm sad cos I'm really, I'm dissolved in

Anxiety is the least of my problems

The least of my problems is love and hurt

At the same time fighting with these demons and they heard

My anxiety is something you can't stand

So I hope the time you see me, I hope you understand

Try to understand me, I know I've been a piece of shit. That I know but I staring at a broken lens.

You don't hear me, built differently

Too different from what you know, I can't hide myself tonight