Blam! Lyrics

I got a lot a lot on my mind

A lot on my plate

enough for my pants

I got a demon inside

Filled me with hate

Made me see red in my hands

I got a whole lotta love

With no one to get it

So I think it's the end of my plans

I got a techa for Chris

When I ain't feelin great

I know that thang finna go blam

I got no more hope

For no more days

I got so much love

But so much hate

All the trash

Life can throw my way

Seen my friends die

Get out the way

Please just… duck

I can't open up

Everytime I've tried to help them

Now I don't give enough

Feels like every time

I loose my mind

I loose control

Like just my luck

I got a lot a lot on my mind

A lot on my plate

A lot ain't enough for my pants

I got a demon inside

Filled me with hate

Made me see red in my hands

I got a whole lotta love

With no one to get it

So I think it's the end of my plans

I got a techa for Chris

When I ain't feelin great

I know that thang finna go blam

Got some ammunition

From the demolition

My heart took

When you went missin

Got my opps dissin

And baddies messin

Can't add the lessons

From adolescence

I've been growing

Through the pain

It all stuck

in my brain

I feel like

I've gone insane

Im Luther

She Louis Lane

But you know

It's been goin round her

Licking liquor

From table counters

Sipping codine

With some pounders

Like she the deby

To my downer

Hopeless people

Live with no shame

Shameless people

Hold all the blame

Hope and despair

Are one in the same

Same coin with two sides

Same thing with 2 names

I'm stepped on

Like a sold lawn

Not green but blue

Like in soul-tron

So I don't hold off

Pop a Zoloft

Feel more depressed

When I'm told off

Feel it in my chest

When I'm told nah

Feel it in my breath

Every cold yawn

Feel it in my neck

Every cold dawn

But I guess that's

Why they left me

I got a lot a lot on my mind

A lot on my plate

A lot ain't enough for my pants

I got a demon inside

Filled me with hate

Made me see red in my hands

I got a whole lotta love

With no one to get it

So I think it's the end of my plans

I got a techa for Chris

When I ain't feelin great

I know that thang finna go blam