conflicted Lyrics

Ayy, this really a love letter and a hate letter

I don't really know how to feel

I guess everything don't have a fairytale ending though

Shit, life is fucked up

I'm missing you, but fuck what you doing

Got me going crazy, my mind I'm losing

Why you always feel like I'm the last one that you choosing

Missing all them summer days when we was cruising

And I murder all these beats, you know I'm known to do it

Mama said I need Jesus, I'm in the poolpit

Too cool for the nerds and too lame for the cool kids

So I do my own thing, yeah, I'm on some new shit

I'm on some new shit

Flip your whole crew shit

Running through my mind and I just don't know what to do shit

I just seen a update and it said you with a new bitch

But I guess that she ain't new

I just never knew this

I guess I just missed the way my name roll off of your lips

I just tried to get a new hoe, but she isn't you

Yeah, I guess she nice and all, but I just miss your attitude

You got me high, new altitude

How do you feel, I'm asking you

I just want somebody to treat me like somebody

Not like everybody, but they're one and only

Someone I can call on when I'm feeling lonely

And not the reason, cause they just been acting funny

You really acting different somethings wrong, yeah, I can sniff it

I guess that your love is missing, Xanny's in the weed, I'm missing

Cause you were my addiction, tell you shit, you never listen

Say one thing, you're acting different, you don't care, so I'm tripping

Wish you could be my lady

Wish you could have my babies, but you put me through hell, hades

Your love don't feel the same lately

In my house, I'm going crazy

Why you wouldn't come without me

Say I'm loyal, but you doubt me

Treat me like shit, then you pout

And start to hate, you then reroute

I just want somebody to treat me like somebody

Not like everybody, but they're one and only

Someone I can call on when I'm lonely

And not the reason, cause they acting funny

Someone I can call on when I'm lonely

And not the reason, cause they acting funny

Ghosting me to hang out with they homies

Care about me, then you better show me

Care about me, then you better show me