Exhale Lyrics

I don't really hate myself I just hate the thought of being me

Cuz I feel like I'm not the version that I'm actually meant to be

God if I'm not meant for her then take me off this earth

Cuz I can't stand to be alive when all I do is hurt

I just feel like I was built to maybe do a little less

No matter what I do it's like they never see I do my best

That's just something that I live with on the daily but it's killing me

I know that they hear the words but are they really feeling me

Take a look at the world and question how can I be sad

When all I've ever wanted is everything that I done had

And from their point of view it's like I never even wanted her

If it was her life or mine on the line you know I'd stand in front of her

If it came down to taking bullets then you know I'd take them all

And if I had to do the time then you know that I'd gladly have to take the fall

They all tell me I should look to God if I'm ever feeling weak

But I've praying constantly and I don't think he's hearing me

I've been on my knees more times than I'd like to count

And as a man I won't admit it but I've been crying out

Not even just to take the pain but maybe take my heart away

And maybe take the clouds away and show me that there's brighter days

But it always seems to be that life is what you make it

And when he gives you something good then you better take it

But fake it till you make it right, yeah that's what I've heard em say

I can't even sleep at night but I guess I'll be okay

At this point I'd be fine if I end up a statistic

I broke a promise and it's up to me to fix it

With every waking breathe I just feel like I'm always fighting

But I don't think I'm strong enough to make it through the violence

I just need a light or some sort of sense of guidance

I know he's always there for me and I hate that I fight it

If I'm his strongest soldier than I'll gladly bear the cross

But I feel like I'll never truly gain more than I ever lost