Audrey Lyrics

I just wanna make you proud

I wanna be heard

Balance of pain and passion here

With every verse

I feel like pouring out love

Never get reimbursed

Not always sure who my friends are

If it's on their terms

Tryna be role model these kids can look up to

But don't bet your coins on me

Cause you'll surely lose

I'm a vessel of love to those with a short fuse

Wouldn't recognize me now

I've evolved since my youth

Elders don't understand

I'm not who they think

Back in their day today

Doesn't mean the same thing

I used to be better man

I used to be clean

Used to be apart of something

Put it all on this dream

I want to feel something

I want to heal some things

Everything would change if it was solely up to me

I'm trying not to break

I'm like a day away

From realizing a part of my destiny

She said she didn't want me

They didn't want me

Said I'd never be

Worth a thing

Now they

They so nonchalant

About the things they want

With the words they taunt

Did I assume wrong of who's team I'm on

It's like they don't feel a thing

Through the speech they talk

Man

Have I gone to waste

You can feel it in my soul

You can see it in my face

I'm in a different zone

I'm in a different place

Man they can't control me

I'm the one to chase

But I'm alone and lonely

No one knows me

I feel like a phony

I fear that I'm breaking

They can't contain me

Cause I am changing

I'm not the same thing

Not the same thing

It's a new me