picture perfect girl Lyrics

My feelings are always pushed to the side

If I don't feel it then there's more room to survive

But this ceiling never offers a peace of mind

I could be bleeding wouldn't even feel it in time

And I know it's bad but I can't look back

Too hard to see what I could've had

If these four walls are all I'll ever have there is grief and a sense of relief in that

I don't know how to be a picture perfect girl

The cracks they show and I know because it always hurts

I don't know how to live life on my terms

When I let go the things I touch they just slowly burn

I should be an expert at this

Lived half my life to just exist

Always thinking is this it

I'll never be relevant

I don't know how to be a picture perfect girl if every version of myself will always hurt

I go round in circles and hope that I'll see the end

Performing a show but the audience is pretend

So much I don't know and I'll never begin

My life is so slow there's no room for me to fit

And I know it's bad I always sit back

I let time go by then regret it afterwards

If these four walls are all I'll ever have there is grief and a sense of relief in that

I don't know how to be a picture perfect girl

The cracks they show and I know because it always hurts

I don't know how to live life on my terms

When I let go the things I touch they just slowly burn

I should be an expert at this

Lived half my life to just exist

Always thinking is this it

I'll never be relevant

I don't know how to be a picture perfect girl if every version of myself will always hurt

The girl in the photos

That's not me

She looks different

She's all I'll never be

I'll take a photo

And freeze frame time

The picture perfect girl

She is never mine

I don't know how to be a picture perfect girl

The cracks they show and I know because it always hurts

I don't know how to live life on my terms

When I let go the things I touch they just slowly burn

I should be an expert at this

Lived half my life to just exist

Always thinking is this it

I'll never be relevant

I don't know how to be a picture perfect girl if every version of myself will always hurt