Costume Lyrics

I try to do my best but it's not enough

Tryna find new ways to numb the pain and make me feel okay

I drop a couple ice cubes inside my cup

Block out all pain and find a way to make it through the day

My brain is foggy been doing things to my body

That I'm not too proud of honestly

Finding reasons to party

But life is hard and I think I pushed it too far

I need to get back on my feet and remind myself who you are

I've been feeling a way that I don't want to

I've been doing some things that I don't wanna do

You look at me like I'ma haunt you

I've been living my life inside a costume

I've been feeling a way that I don't want to

I've been doing some things that I don't wanna do

You look at me like I'ma haunt you

I've been living my life inside a costume

I've been feeling a way that I don't want to

I've been doing some things that I don't wanna do

You look at me like I'ma haunt you

I've been living my life inside a costume

So take my picture and let me make it official

That I'm down to do this shit

So let me sign my initials

I'm on a mission and not just as a musician

I'm not paying for admission

Cuz I don't need no permission (nah)

My life is good

I think I misunderstood

I had to change my whole perspective

Been living under this hood

I've come to learn that the world isn't out to get me

Time to take the mask off and make sure they don't forget me

I've been feeling a way that I don't want to

I've been doing some things that I don't wanna do

You look at me like I'ma haunt you

I've been living my life inside a costume

I don't know why

That I've been feeling

The way that I do

I know I'm stuck

I'm on the edge

I'm falling through

I'm done with this feeling

I'm done with this mess

It's time to take the mask off my face

And put it to rest

I've been feeling a way that I don't want to

I've been doing some things that I don't wanna do

You look at me like I'ma haunt you

I've been living my life inside a costume

I've been feeling a way that I don't want to

I've been doing some things that I don't wanna do

You look at me like I'ma haunt you

I've been living my life inside a costume