Blacklist Anthem ft. Jimmy Bennett Lyrics

I don't mean to come off bitter

But the war has just begun

I've locked these words inside my head

But now they're slipping off my tongue

I've got a history of overreacting

It's a habit I just can't seem to break

But I've learned if it doesn't hurt

Than it must have never meant a thing

Don't get it wrong, this song isn't about you

Honestly, I'm drowning in the memory

Of how it felt to know

That you put your faith in me

There's still a part of me

That hopes time left you suffering

But one can only hope you wound up alone

And you finally know

Just how it feels to be a ghost

I'll paint this god damn city

In every shade of gold

The bitter taste of prosperity has left us cynical

So now we hide behind Dior shoes, suits and ties

Is this just how it goes, or all that we could find?

They all say "Nate, life must be so great being you"

But all I want is what I had

Back with me and you

Honestly, I'm drowning in the memory

Of how it felt to know

That you put your faith in me

There's still a part of me

That hopes time left you suffering

But one can only hope you wound up alone

And you finally know

Just how it feels to be a ghost

I still don't say your name

Cause there's still part of me

That wishes things were different

Yeah, shit fell into place

But it's just not the same

Cause you lost your faith in me

Honestly, I'm drowning in the memory

Of how it felt to know

That you put your faith in me

There's still a part of me

That hopes time left you suffering

But one can only hope you wound up alone

And you finally know

Just how it feels to be a ghost

I guess it's great being me