Ok 4 Now Lyrics

I'm okay for now

But what happens when I break down?

It's so shameful how

I lie to myself just to keep myself GOING

I'm okay for now

But what happens when I break down?

It's so shameful how

I lie to myself now

Digging deep inside my skin

The medicine is wearing thin

I kick up dirt and scrape my shins

Falling through the looking glass

Dreaming of a better place

I hope someday I can erase

The pain inside, all my disdain

IT'S EATING ME ALIVE INSIDE

I'm okay for now

But what happens when I break down?

It's so shameful how

I lie to myself now

Bleeding out and wearing thin

I push myself to make amends

I'm drying out, I'm shedding skin

A candle burning at both ends

I wish someone would save my soul

I hope that I don't die alone

Somewhere someone could save me now

SAVE ME FROM WHAT I'VE BECOME

I push myself back to the ledge

I stare and stutter, take a breath

I feel so very close to death

Deep inside the pain won't pass

The memory is wearing down

My mental anguish here unbound

I push my fingers in my eyes

I NEVER GOT TO SAY GOODBYE

I'm okay for now

But what happens when I break down?

It's so shameful how

I lie to myself just to keep myself GOING

I'm okay for now

But what happens when I break down?

It's so shameful how

I lie to myself now

Just to keep myself GOING

RrrrrrrAGH

I'm okay for now

But what happens when I break down?

It's so shameful how

I lie to myself just to keep myself GOING

This dream is real, I've had my fill

Please wake me up from my own hell

I'M BREAKING DOWN

UGH