Ch. 2 Lyrics

I act so confused

Drag it, abuse it

But I know way better

Here to dust off Apollo

Came back, let the tears flow

I'm climbing out the hole I dug myself

Getting healthy and I know

There was nowhere else to go

And I can't go back again, I found

My peace of mind

Better plates to dine

And I'll follow whats been calling on my name

No more hiding, no more games

I won't be going back

No more making a small me

To give room for you to be happy

No more lying to myself, pleasing everybody else

Why downplay like I don't know

When I'm way smarter than these hoes

Keep playing, lose my grind

Make decisions, nevermind

No sense of time

Clear a debt, still owe a fine

Wake up, still I'm sleep rewind

I Do Better acting blind

But if I keep running back now

My Safety a pass now

If I fight and don't let go

I might never ever know that

You love me, not shady

Drop my armor, be your lady

It's like I run from what's for me

Planted doubt, now cut the tree

I'm here to shake off the sorrow

Came back each 'tomorrow'

Abandoning control, that's where I lost myself

Getting healthy and I know

I got nowhere else to go

And I can't go back

No I won't go back

Got peace of mind

I'm making my way

To exactly what's been calling on my name

I'm done hiding, lost that game

So I won't be

Going back

And if your hands are frozen there will be a light

And if you lose your way I'll be just right

There for you, you can count on me each night

I promise baby I won't leave your side

I dust off the Apollo

You can let your tears flow

Watch that shit go