w a i t i n g Lyrics

I've been waiting for all of you to come around

But it's not taking you are all getting me down

'Cause now my patience is fading

Though it pains me to say it

I ask you not to blame me for dissociating

I hate waiting, it feels more weight than any pound

Mental migrating hurts worse to hear than any sound

Daily unchanging,

I know that each moment will bring

Unto me debating

But we're all speculating

Pay me for the life I've spent waiting

I've been waiting for a chance to show you all

That I'm not fading, I just stumbled into a fall

Because no one can persuade me

To give up my safety

To take what I may need

When the future is shaky

It's like looking at the start of a freeway

When you wake up you feel like it could be okay

Then the weight of existence hits you like a wave

Is this what right feels like?

Every new experience I crave

Becomes another brick on the path I'll pave

Towards a house that I'm building beyond the grave

Is this what life feels like?

I've been waiting for a sign or something close

So I try to force it when I feel I need it most

Which leads to the chaos

I feel most at home in

I know I'm to blame

But I don't want to own it

Aching for the time lost restraining

Pay me for the life I've spent waiting